To my dearest zi mui! Chin Tan

Just want to let u knw that i reli care for you. I would like to know how are you doin there. So do keep me update with your life! I guess right now this is the only way that i could keep in touch with you.. you are a total bitch man! How could u treat me like this.. I didnt know that i really miss you that much till i actually cried after reading your blog. Thank god that least you are doing something in your life which let me keep track with you. If not i really think you have already dissapear in my life. i really couldnt control my feelings towards you which makes me sound like a lesbian now! Do you know that! TAN ZI CHIN!!! i really wana tell you that I MISS YOU MY DEAR, zi mui! you can say, that you are the one and only one which never keep in touch with us! Even when u were in Malaysia, i could hardly contact and meet up wit u.. AND NOW! u plan to go HONG KONG.. you always give me lots of shock and suprises.. I really do feel like a lesbian everytime sending you message.. do you know that?? you didnt even contact me. alwiz soo busy.. even though everyone is busy with their own life but i do hope to keep in touch wit u and hope you are doing well, where ever u go and whutever you do.. PLEASE Do take care of yourself and dont let anyone worry about you, specially your parents.. and i wana tell u this.. no matter where u go.. i would like to knw how you doing? do inform me..

I know there's time we have to let goes of things when the time comes.. and i hope the best for you, my dear zi mui.. Do what ever you think is right and i will always be there to support you, as my dear zi mui. But i do hope tat you could contact me whenever you are free I would try to meet up with you cause i really miss your presence. It has been quite sometime since i last talked to u.. but i know the days would come.. No matter how busy i am i would hope to spend some time wit u my dear.. miss u! take care and all the best!!

First time

This is almost the end of semester 2.. practical class in service and kitchen.. but last 2weeks was my very FIRST time, touching roar chicken.. haha.. serious shit! i was avoiding all this while.. trying not to touch all this disguisting things.. i dare not touch roar meat, never ever try.. i knew i would need to face it 1 day.. so i try to force myself to do it, even since b4 i started this course.. i know my attitude.. if no one force me, i would nvr ever do it.. i was soo worry about this.. i dont know why. maybe i'm kinda weird. haha.. i can tell u that ever since i started my second sem. i try to avoid and only do the salad, soup, dessert... whutever i will do.. as long not touching those disgusting roar , yucky meat.. HAHA... but i still faced it and i was happy with it.. i wasnt that bad lar... anyhow i know i would need to do it in the future.. haha.. its jz that matter of time.. ^^