Starting a blog?

i have no idea why i suddenly wana start a blog.. mayb because i'm tryin to get isolate in this freaking world.. i dont feel like talkin to ppl anymore.. it's soo hard for me.. i feel soo depressed recently.. i dont knw whuts wrong wit me , my life! i get frustrated easily when i talk to ppl.. i start to hate de ppl around me, even hate myself more.. i reli goin crazy now days.. i felt that there no place that i can go.. i dont belong to this world. i hate home, hate college, hate my work. Everything seems like a problem to me.. Everything that are around me, in my life doesn't seems rite to me at all.. i dont knw why do i have dis kind of feeling.. but i jz cant control myself. i dont knw whut to do.. dont knw who to talk to.. ppl jz think tat i'm crazy and emo..