My day in college..

Today is just like every others normal day i go through this past few months. I go college, sat in class and come home. Before this i try to stick around among my classmates and it get myself irritated and i tell myself off not to do it anymore. There's thousand of people passing by me in college, my class is huge, there's plenty of people going around me but for me i just like i'm the only person in my own world.. i just go to college to attend class and do my job, just like workin in a restaurant on thurs as a waitress and workin in the kitchen on tuesday as a cook.. just my task and job responsiblity for the day. All these years i make myself not exist at home and now i have to do it in college also. Maybe it's really my wisg and i want it to be that way. As days goes by everything that happened to me, all the treats that i got from people just showing me that they will only come to me when they need help. I'm trying to tell myself that it's OK. i'm fine with it as i felt happy when i get to help out... For now what i can do is just try to get myself suit with it, because i cant change people metality.. Just hopping that days would be better in future..